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Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 2:12 AM

anyone help me ?! i can't sleep but i have to cause i'm working in about last then 8 hrs time. oh shit , i think i slept too much today . sians.
hmm .. came across this recent post of mark's blog . being single or attach is better. and mark differentiate them into 2 category. let us look into this question once again.

1
' It's better to have to someone to take care of ' (guys)
' It's better to have someone to love and to take care of you' (girls).
' Its better to have a girlfriend, cause can kiss n hug, and fuck them in the end '

2
' Being single is the best, you can do whatever you want without the need to bother about what the other party may feel. It's more stress-less this way '

good question mark ! =p
hahahas. human thinking is just that fickle and weird. which is better ? there's pros and cons for this too . i've actually hit on this topic in my past post . that's when i says ' i want to be attach . i want to get married. i want a family .'


ya . being attach is still what i prefer . though single life may give you more freedom .you can go out with your friends just like normal. you won't need to really report your whereabouts to anyone. and you don't even need to care about his/her feelings. so this will gives you more time to rest .


but will you be lonely sometimes ? do you really have friends who don't want to be attach forever ? and they're willing to be with you always ? if yes. he/she is definately your so call wanted companion. and i think, your stupid selfish ownself thinking is . no status. we're both single. we won't get into relationship.


well, i noticed that there's no this kind of companionship in reality. won't you get jealous over things ? don't you want yourself to be his/her only ? or deep inside you , you will . just that you tell yourself again that ' hey , i'm single , and he/she 's single too . so who am i to say/show that i'm jealous ? so isn't all this questions to yourself shows that neh .. i want to be together with you . and not just your companion? so does companionship really exist ?


sorry if i say anything wrong. cause i really can't understand. there's sure this kind of feelings to everyone. if there were this 1 person who accompanies you everyday , and he/she is your so call compainion. you 2 wont want to go into relationship ? and just will carry on being in this status? i know many people will want COMPANIONSHIP and not RELATIONSHIP as to avoid the quarrels that may occurs . but i still don't think we can't control our feelings as not to fall for the person as time goes by. blur blur ** hahahs .


i just want you all to know or to think , is being single a better choice ? if yes , i'll still say ya , enjoy your single life now. i'm sure you people will change your thinking . because god makes us this way =)


i think i'm sleepy . lols. because i read through all these . noticed that , THIS DON'T REALLY RELATES TO MARK'S POST. hahhas. abit out of question. anyway , that's what i think la. no right or wrong but i still welcome your say in this being single or attach. it's interesting at the age of 19 . hees.



ok ~ i hope after this i can sleep well. goodnight to all !



fion




Sunday, February 22, 2009, 12:32 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FION ~


lols. kind of stupid i know. well .. i don't think i will celebrate bd from this year onwards.why ? cause i'm old enough . shit . i requested , NO CAKES PLS. unless for my 21st birthday, which is 2 more yrs from now. that'll sure be my last cake of my life. NO CANDLES , nothing.

ok . on the 20th of feb . MR hai boon asked me out . and he's the only one who accompanied me thru the day till the 21st =p thanks so much ! i really appreciated all your effort . my very first birthday wishes , my very first birthday song .thanks thanks !! and thanks for your Ajisan meal too =)

we chatted for quite a long time . many many things . we too shared our feelings . it's hard nowadays to have true friends . thank god i have him. and of course some others who's always there for me whenever i need them .

after chatting , we went back home. tired tired ** and i slept till the next afternoon at around 2 plus =x haas. i know i sleep alot . and boo there goes half of my 21st feb . but it's just another normal day na .. shouldn't celebrate much .. must dote mummy more on this very particular day . she had a hard time 19 yrs back . so.. we ate at my mum's work place ! my dinner with family . of course my mum MUST eat more more. but before that i had my pizza lunch at home. hees . and i went over to dar's house awhile. orignally she wanted to come my house , but i'm like tired , so i dragged till ard 7pm then go find her. she wanted to see me so much =x hahhahas. and she actually bought me 4 dumbos ! and it's the 4 that i never ever seen before . thanks dar . i like it ! =D


though this may seem to be a very simple day for you all .. but i do appreciate i got such wonderful kins who's always with me. THANKS !!


see! it's 1st time crowd at cwp . lols ants ~~~


my so call dinner treat from boon =)


mr hai boon bought me this because he sees me coughing like hell . haas .


ok!


i going sleep soon ! goodnights !!!


fion




Friday, February 20, 2009, 2:44 AM

eh .. hello to all !

a VERY LATE post for the day 19Th Feb . haas . i just finished changing my blog skin . but well , i just noticed that all my past posts had gone missing . this html don't have those past posts leh .. anybody got any idea how to add such things in it ? blur blur **


hmm .. never mind .. maybe that's how every thing's decided. a new fresh start ? maybe ? hahahs.


so start with my day. woke up at 12 plus . ate my lunch . sit down talk talk with mum and phone rings. ah yan called and ask if i wanna go JP to accompany her shop. i turned and look at my mum . YES ! she wanna go . and so we prepared , waited for ah yan to come fetch us . reach there at around 5pm . walk walk walk ~ I'm kind of bored. been there quite a no. of times. nevermind , treat it as exercise. then around 7 plus , mum want to see my nephew azach . so we bought some cakes and went over to sis house. eat there , talk talk again and BOO ! i'm home. reached at about 1015pm. searching for skins till now. stupid and tired. in the end also choose this super simple thing . hope it looks nice still =)


anyway i got break time just now. lols . mum cook something. don't know what's that also . she took less than 20 mins to finish cooking it eh . pro . so sudden de , want cook jiu cook . haas . and its like alot too. but we manage to complete 3/4 of it . a combination of cabbage , prawns , abalones , scallops .my supper for the day ! haas . and ya , maggie mee . lols .


going to sleep soon ! goodnight !

fion




Monday, February 16, 2009, 1:54 PM

woo hoo ! i think i should be back on my track =) I'll now continue my daily routine ? LOLs. I've been enjoying my life lately . meet up with friends . everything . but still .. i don't get the freedom of being back to single . someone still wants to interrupt my life . sad to say that , sorry ! I'm determine ! GET OUT OF MY LIFE PLS.
yes yes ! i'm kind of no mood in writing blog for the last few weeks. i'm troubled. but now .. everything gonna be alright . hees . and friends ! don't worry about me k .. I've grown up , i know how to handle all this le. and thanks everything .. your worries for me makes me feel so fortunate to have you all . thanks so much ! I'm fine ! =p

hmm .. mum wont be working for this few days . so when I'm not working , i will try my very best to stay at home . provided she don't chase me out . haas. she finds me a nuisances eh .. bleax ! yawns .. i'm going work later .. sians . so guys ! go ahead and ask me out k ! i'm super free . lols . take care lots !

fion