fio n - love & peace -

2009-07-04T10:35:00.007+08:00

I'm sick !! I'm very sick. i can't even talk properly or walk properly. can say is i don't wanna talk at all though my voice sounds totally fine. eww .. it's painful. I've got a sore throat. it's a different kind of sore throat. my ear , my neck. hais. why isn't it the sore throat i had in the past. though it hurts, but it definitely feels better than this.i don't even wanna swallow my saliva. oh my !

i know! i know le! it's confirm this 3 culprits.

damn super heaty. hais . itchy mouth. eat eat EAT.

NO ENERGY LE LA. BYE PEEPS ! @.@

fion

2009-06-29T16:01:00.005+08:00

bored @.@ it's freaking dark here. as in the cool weather, like it's gonna rain heavily soon. should i go out to buy food ? should i should i ? i'm lazy . and i don't have umbrella . ewww.. what if it pours later ??! hahhas. sians. i'm not hungry though , just wanna eat my mango ice! i'm like addicted to it already . yum yum !

well back to my life. dear book out on fri and he's booking in on tues night which is tmr due to his sickness. poor thing got damn lots of infections. in his stomach , nose ? hahahs. whole body i guess , cause he says his whole bodyaches. and he's resting at home now =) goodboy. and people ! i haven't watch transformers yet. going to catch it later after work. cause he says he felt better after ytd today's rest. i wanna go back now! super bored and my youtube loads super slow. siansian.

OOPS ! the sky is really getting darker and darker . i'm gonna buy my mango ice fast ! update again ! HUGS !!

fion

2009-06-26T10:57:00.003+08:00

OH! IT'S ME! IT'S ME ! I'M UPDATE-ING !! =X=X=X

so damn lazy la. also don't know what i can write about . hmm .. where should i start ?

well. start it with sze kai. he's my primary school classmates. he make me knew that my blog still exist cause he msn me asking me to link him. hahhahas. and there i'm here.

stopped my work at fashion rule and started my new working life at this small handphone shop located at jalan bk merah. it's my sis shop and can say i'm just helping out ba. it's new to me. i've to learn everything from stretch. and people who knows me knew that i'm a technology idiot. i don't know anything about computers and HANDPHONES. WTH! i'm selling this now. super unexpected. but till now still ok. not that much problems. will try my best in whatever i do =)

r/s with eric is like perfect =p haas. sounds weird but well , we're very happily attached to eachother .

see you guys around !

fion

2009-05-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

wow wow wow . i guessed i've to start blogging . promotions end on sun 10th May , Mother's day =)

super happy cause i'm simply so tired la. 6 days a week . though it's only half shift a day. i'm still tired la . eww . it finally ended . phew . nowadays i'm just super busy with my work . and though i'm busy , i still squeeze time out for my shopping , hees . and of course movies , dates =p

and watchin drama ! 敗犬女王 nice storyline . and things that might appen to us in real lifes ? go watch ! YAWNS . i'm going to sleep le. more updates k .

dear , please take good care of yourself in your field camp tmr. miss you lots. awaits for our weekend k ? muacks. super cute eric lim =)

nights all !

fion

2009-04-23T23:52:00.004+08:00

a long day . dead .

hahas .my day started at 130pm. i'm late !! hahhas. paiseh ah mark. make u wait . we meet at amk hub cause i wanna buy my notebook there. 18 bucks of notebooks $.$ plus a pen . walk one round and boo .. to orchard. we walk down the stretch. from somerset to orchard. didn't buy anything . sians. slack walk till 73opm . i'm starting work !! packing up for my shop's pomotion at isetan. i'm gonna work there for 3 weeks @.@ can my leg take it ? oh my. hard to imagine. pack till now . my leg is like wa . bth ah. walk down the stairs will like pain. kongbu. and even walking. think its because been up down up down for long. somemore super long nve exercise liao. old le la. pain ~~ how to survive tmr 9 hours of standing ?? i will try my very best ! fion can do it ! =p

tmr will be e 1st day of promotion. more more customers !!! good sales !! jiayou everybody from fashion rule !

and dear's booking out either tmr night or sat ! i'll work hard tmr so time will go faster and i'll be able to see my dear after my work . miss him so much. ok .. on e phone with him now . nights all !!

fion

2009-04-22T00:02:00.003+08:00

hmm .. start off with a superb emo-ing mood this morning due to some personal reasons. bathe prepare and boo .. out to work . a sweet word from mummy actually helped =) '' i make breakfast for you want ? bring to work ? '' she asked. so sweet of her . thanks mummy ! this long time breakfast did make me smile .

fried rice. ** i eaten halfway and suddenly noticed i haven took a pic of it. hees

as usual. bored. im like no mood to work. hais. read newspaper , magazines .and fa dai for like the whole afternoon ? on off customers. sians.

9pm. close shop , mrt . admiralty . walked home slowly. and is super slow lo.EMO-ING again. don't know what the hell happened to me. maybe its the songs that i'm listening to ba. and don't know why , now my gastric pain. didn't really eat after my breakfast. was rather full with rice early in the morning. er.. my early was actually 11 plus . =x then , around 6pm , went to 7-11 buy chocs eat. till now. i thought i'm full already ? haiyoyo. pain.

i think i'll just sleep first. nights people ~.~

fion

2009-04-20T14:04:00.006+08:00

hello hello . i guessed i should start blogging ! stopped for quite a while yea?

lazy plus there's nothing for me to write !! haas. so sian nowadays . though i got my dear every weekends . and me working for the weekdays. hmm , is watching movie a routine ? so damn super sian lo. i always go to the theater when i'm left with no choice . but why recently it's a routine to catch a show ? e latest one is seventeen again. i shall say it's a nice movie. but ! i dun1 to comment on a movie every week !! i want my life to be much more interesting than it is now. grrrhhh .

hais. the reason why i'm still not looking for a full time job is because i'm afraid that i won't have time to be with my dear. and of course i'm still into the travelling mood. as in , i need more freedom in time. flexi. so i could go overseas whenever i want to. troubled. hahas. didn't expect , this could actually hold me back. i'm still in the playing mood la. sians.

and i got a qns ppl ! is bangkok really very dangerous now ? i'm not really sure cause didn't watch or read any news regarding this recently.

i wanna relex. though i'm quite relexing these days. lols. i just wanna travel. any place . as long as it's not singapore. bored .

hmm .. blog again =) bye .

我不是你想像那么勇敢 , fion

2009-04-09T13:20:00.004+08:00

ERIC 是我的依赖 =)

我们从牵手放手又牵手走过来愿意为更懂你的心 spending all my life

每当情绪像海你只抱我从不催我讲出来

我就明白你是我的依赖

我们从期待失落又期待走过来愿意为一起看未来 spending all my life

每当变成习惯生活太淡总有感动的意外

我就明白你是我的依赖

我们从日出日落又日出走过来愿意为爱你去忙碌 spending all my life

每当命运变幻需要狂欢需要流泪你都在

我就明白你是我的依赖

我们明白爱是互相依赖

fion

2009-03-18T21:45:00.004+08:00

my poor boy enlisted to NDU today =( miss him so much . woke up super early to send him off to the camp. and orientation around the camp. miss him miss him miss him la. ric must jiayou k ! muacks .

i'll wait for you k .

fion

2009-03-15T11:27:00.005+08:00

HOHOHO. went to orchard point yesterday to look for marky with eric . so long never see him. poor thing got to work at such a quiet place for 2 whole weeks. 1 day off only . tsktsk . then to plaza sg walk walk . around 6 plus , we went over to ACS watch a bball match . after match we go over to newton circle eat and mark join us after his work =p i travelled to a few places in just that few hours . hahhas . had a very full dinner there . and back home .

going off to work later . yawns . don't know why so early wake up . haas . BYE !

fion

2009-03-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

一切完美2 . i've been rushing home daily before 10 to watch this. find it rather interesting , touching . reality . that's how everything happens , everybody thinks , and how people wanted to improve it .

hmm .. today's story is about stella. an aged woman uses money to beautify herself . love . isn't it a really complicated thing ? and can i define love as a thing ? a word ? or a feeling ? .. .. ..

she had a husband . she loves her husband . but one day she found out that her husband betrayed her . she wanted to revenge. she wanted her husband to feel how she felt! and so she brought her first man home deliberatly to show him. one sentence from him , if this could make you happy , let's continue our own game . and that's when she feel totally lost and does all those wrongings with the guys . until one day , she got a check up and that she's up with HIV , an unbalenced mind , caused her to even wanted to revenge it on her husband .

woman . the soft- hearted one. and ya , love makes us this way . she didn't . she didn't passed the disease to her loved. and she decided to leave this world without hurting anyone. she couldn't bear to harm her loved ones. why must one revenge ? as in , why are we always using an oppisite sex to harm our loved ? this is a form of revenge too . and this definately causes alot of misunderstandings . and causes difference from our ownself.

i love this story . tears just went down my cheeks upon all those scenes. the last letter that she wrote to her husband. how hard her life could be bearing with all those pain. love becomes hatred . but love do exist no matter what changes it changed to .

cherish your loved ones. simplify it and lived happily . =) may god blessed everyone .

fion

2009-03-13T18:29:00.004+08:00

COMING SOON

have you watch that ? hahahas. you'll die after you've watched it . true story =_=

go watch go watch !! though its not that scary , but can watch la . and hey peeps , the face just can't get off my mind . wtf . you'll know what's the face after you've watched the movie so , GO WATCH ! ~.~

fion

2009-03-07T01:49:00.018+08:00

hello =p

i'm back from genting. a 3 days 2 nights stay there .

well .. can say it's my 2nd trip with eric there . though i've been there quite a number of times. but different things tend to happen at different time.

reached there at around 1230pm on the 4th of march. waited to check in our hotel room at around 2pm. then put our bags and we headed down to the plaza walk walk to see what we got to do next. SNOWworld there . never been there before. hahhas. always neglect that place. so we went in this time round. errr... it's really cold la . - 5 degree . cooling .. lols . is super cold la.then walk walk inside . place the slides . took photos lo. that's it . after that went highland eat kfc . walk here and there and back to plaza . bought the ticket of love matters show at 915pm . paiseh ah .. we didnt manage to catch it in singapore , so we watched there since it's still showing =)

there's still some time before the show start and so we went back to the room to rest . once i reach the room . immediately fall asleep ah . can see how tired am i . but .. we overslept . woke up at around 940pm. oh my .. faster prepare and rush there . lols . eh .. no comments on that show again. hees .

can't really recall what i did that day . nevermind .. just look at the pics k .the next day morning which is 5th of march . we woke up at around 1030am . after preparing we headed down to the outdoor theme park . bored bored. we're like some kind of aunties uncles. go in walk walk nia ! haas . didn't really play, idiot , all under construction. =_=

then rain .. .. .. hahahhas. suay . ok .. and we ate at this don't know what restuarant. it looks like a kopitium to me. but it's said as a restaurant . it's expensive . and the taste of the food really eerks . 50 rm for a plate of chicken rice , wanton mee , siew mai , chee chong fan ? that's around 25 sg dollars leh . i wont pay so much for those in sg too. sian. and i ate a lil only . at night we went over to highland again . safari . err.. a disco. went back at around 2am. slept till next day 930am. and down for breakfast . and back home =)

fion

2009-03-03T23:43:00.005+08:00

lazy post anything. well . pictures do the job .

the BIG GREEN WATERMELON .

lols . this celtic basketball really look like a big watermelon . =p

tmr going genting le . takecare !! =)

fion

2009-03-03T01:35:00.005+08:00

woo hoo . this 2 days i was with Ricky =) my cute movie kaki . we watched pink panther after my work on sun . been ages since i last watched a movie. hahas . i thought it was a very lame show. but OKAY leh ! lols. it's funny la. but not that of a stupid show lo. is the English they spoke. the France people spoke English. kind of not use to that accent . kekex . and the funny actor makes the whole cinema full of laughter . can it said that they have succeeded in making a comedy movie ? hmm ...

today which is mon , i meet Eric to go buy tickets for our genting trip. we went over to Chinatown. walk walk eat eat there. HOT . SUPER HOT. and i drank 2 cups of sugarcane juice. need some cooling. hees . after all those so call SHOPPING , i called Ricky and we meet at commonwealth station . took bus to queensway shopping centre. walk walk there again. and we ate our late dinner there . at 1 of those blocks away from the shopping centre.

he's digging the crayfish for me =)

i'm waiting ~ ~

and HOME !! thanks ricky's uncle for sending us back =D

fion

2009-03-02T05:05:00.007+08:00

7 things =p

The 7 things I hate about you!

The 7 things I hate about you!

Oh you

You're vain, your games, you're insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

You're friends, they're jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write

I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!

Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's

When we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that's both

I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine when we're intertwined,

Every thing's alright

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do

You make me ~~love you~~

fion

2009-02-25T02:12:00.010+08:00

anyone help me ?! i can't sleep but i have to cause i'm working in about last then 8 hrs time. oh shit , i think i slept too much today . sians.

hmm .. came across this recent post of mark's blog . being single or attach is better. and mark differentiate them into 2 category. let us look into this question once again.

' It's better to have to someone to take care of ' (guys)

' It's better to have someone to love and to take care of you' (girls).

' Its better to have a girlfriend, cause can kiss n hug, and fuck them in the end '

' Being single is the best, you can do whatever you want without the need to bother about what the other party may feel. It's more stress-less this way '

good question mark ! =p

hahahas. human thinking is just that fickle and weird. which is better ? there's pros and cons for this too . i've actually hit on this topic in my past post . that's when i says ' i want to be attach . i want to get married. i want a family .'

ya . being attach is still what i prefer . though single life may give you more freedom .you can go out with your friends just like normal. you won't need to really report your whereabouts to anyone. and you don't even need to care about his/her feelings. so this will gives you more time to rest .

but will you be lonely sometimes ? do you really have friends who don't want to be attach forever ? and they're willing to be with you always ? if yes. he/she is definately your so call wanted companion. and i think, your stupid selfish ownself thinking is . no status. we're both single. we won't get into relationship.

well, i noticed that there's no this kind of companionship in reality. won't you get jealous over things ? don't you want yourself to be his/her only ? or deep inside you , you will . just that you tell yourself again that ' hey , i'm single , and he/she 's single too . so who am i to say/show that i'm jealous ? so isn't all this questions to yourself shows that neh .. i want to be together with you . and not just your companion? so does companionship really exist ?

sorry if i say anything wrong. cause i really can't understand. there's sure this kind of feelings to everyone. if there were this 1 person who accompanies you everyday , and he/she is your so call compainion. you 2 wont want to go into relationship ? and just will carry on being in this status? i know many people will want COMPANIONSHIP and not RELATIONSHIP as to avoid the quarrels that may occurs . but i still don't think we can't control our feelings as not to fall for the person as time goes by. blur blur ** hahahs .

i just want you all to know or to think , is being single a better choice ? if yes , i'll still say ya , enjoy your single life now. i'm sure you people will change your thinking . because god makes us this way =)

i think i'm sleepy . lols. because i read through all these . noticed that , THIS DON'T REALLY RELATES TO MARK'S POST. hahhas. abit out of question. anyway , that's what i think la. no right or wrong but i still welcome your say in this being single or attach. it's interesting at the age of 19 . hees.

ok ~ i hope after this i can sleep well. goodnight to all !

fion

2009-02-22T00:32:00.014+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FION ~

lols. kind of stupid i know. well .. i don't think i will celebrate bd from this year onwards.why ? cause i'm old enough . shit . i requested , NO CAKES PLS. unless for my 21st birthday, which is 2 more yrs from now. that'll sure be my last cake of my life. NO CANDLES , nothing.

ok . on the 20th of feb . MR hai boon asked me out . and he's the only one who accompanied me thru the day till the 21st =p thanks so much ! i really appreciated all your effort . my very first birthday wishes , my very first birthday song .thanks thanks !! and thanks for your Ajisan meal too =)

we chatted for quite a long time . many many things . we too shared our feelings . it's hard nowadays to have true friends . thank god i have him. and of course some others who's always there for me whenever i need them .

after chatting , we went back home. tired tired ** and i slept till the next afternoon at around 2 plus =x haas. i know i sleep alot . and boo there goes half of my 21st feb . but it's just another normal day na .. shouldn't celebrate much .. must dote mummy more on this very particular day . she had a hard time 19 yrs back . so.. we ate at my mum's work place ! my dinner with family . of course my mum MUST eat more more. but before that i had my pizza lunch at home. hees . and i went over to dar's house awhile. orignally she wanted to come my house , but i'm like tired , so i dragged till ard 7pm then go find her. she wanted to see me so much =x hahhahas. and she actually bought me 4 dumbos ! and it's the 4 that i never ever seen before . thanks dar . i like it ! =D

though this may seem to be a very simple day for you all .. but i do appreciate i got such wonderful kins who's always with me. THANKS !!

see! it's 1st time crowd at cwp . lols ants ~~~

my so call dinner treat from boon =)

mr hai boon bought me this because he sees me coughing like hell . haas .

ok!

i going sleep soon ! goodnights !!!

fion

2009-02-20T02:44:00.005+08:00

eh .. hello to all !

a VERY LATE post for the day 19Th Feb . haas . i just finished changing my blog skin . but well , i just noticed that all my past posts had gone missing . this html don't have those past posts leh .. anybody got any idea how to add such things in it ? blur blur **

hmm .. never mind .. maybe that's how every thing's decided. a new fresh start ? maybe ? hahahs.

so start with my day. woke up at 12 plus . ate my lunch . sit down talk talk with mum and phone rings. ah yan called and ask if i wanna go JP to accompany her shop. i turned and look at my mum . YES ! she wanna go . and so we prepared , waited for ah yan to come fetch us . reach there at around 5pm . walk walk walk ~ I'm kind of bored. been there quite a no. of times. nevermind , treat it as exercise. then around 7 plus , mum want to see my nephew azach . so we bought some cakes and went over to sis house. eat there , talk talk again and BOO ! i'm home. reached at about 1015pm. searching for skins till now. stupid and tired. in the end also choose this super simple thing . hope it looks nice still =)

anyway i got break time just now. lols . mum cook something. don't know what's that also . she took less than 20 mins to finish cooking it eh . pro . so sudden de , want cook jiu cook . haas . and its like alot too. but we manage to complete 3/4 of it . a combination of cabbage , prawns , abalones , scallops .my supper for the day ! haas . and ya , maggie mee . lols .

going to sleep soon ! goodnight !

fion

2009-02-16T13:54:00.005+08:00

woo hoo ! i think i should be back on my track =) I'll now continue my daily routine ? LOLs. I've been enjoying my life lately . meet up with friends . everything . but still .. i don't get the freedom of being back to single . someone still wants to interrupt my life . sad to say that , sorry ! I'm determine ! GET OUT OF MY LIFE PLS.

yes yes ! i'm kind of no mood in writing blog for the last few weeks. i'm troubled. but now .. everything gonna be alright . hees . and friends ! don't worry about me k .. I've grown up , i know how to handle all this le. and thanks everything .. your worries for me makes me feel so fortunate to have you all . thanks so much ! I'm fine ! =p

hmm .. mum wont be working for this few days . so when I'm not working , i will try my very best to stay at home . provided she don't chase me out . haas. she finds me a nuisances eh .. bleax ! yawns .. i'm going work later .. sians . so guys ! go ahead and ask me out k ! i'm super free . lols . take care lots !

fion